I am Not Allowed to..

I wanted to
Love her.
But,
She said
"You are not allowed
to love me.."

I wanted to
Hate her.
But,
My soul whispered
"You are not allowed
to hurt her.."

I wanted to
be with her.
But he said
"You are not allowed
to be with her.."

I wanted to
leave you..
Since you are
My entire world,
They said
"You are not allowed
to kill yourself.."

Then I asked
What am I supposed to do..
They said,
"You should
FORGET HER.."

Then I said,
"You fools..
That's the bloody thing
I am always
trying to do &
in which
I always fail..."